01.04.2009 : 11 pm
i am more than tempted to say adieu to this enigma called PSU job. dont like to meet anybody here for the last time even. wud love to throw a personal mail _ kind of calling spade a spade _ to my boss. i see no interest in having a beautiful family either. i want to be jobless, do what i want to do. i wud love that misery. may be i sud leave everything and set out for the unknown. Man, i m not trying to manufacture a sort of fiction out of nowhere, but that's what i feel now while taking a long walk after dinner ......(long pause...somebody came to my room).......
ya, what i was to write!!!.......
ya, i want to just quit the job, family, & go to a place where nobody wud be knowing me. may be, i wud join some social service or teach or do something more connecting...& in return, if i can have enough to eat & wear and pursue what i want to without any sort of compromise, that wud be great. I just want to throw away all my assets and vanish.
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oh...i was explaining this guy who came about the book...Farnz Kafka's Diary....let me have a look then.....i hate myself!!!!
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